In Love

I do not know what I have done in my life that warrants all of this goodness. I cannot explain in words how lucky I feel when I wake up every morning. I feel truly blessed. I feel like someone needs to pinch me because I know that I have to be dreaming.

I feel like at any minute the world could fall out from under my feet. (This is the worry in me talking. I am slowly, but surely, trying to overcome this feeling.)

I have the most amazing husband. He truly is. Casey loves me and loves our child like we are the last people on the planet. I know, without a doubt, that he loves me every single day. He shows me - often times in subtle but resounding ways - the he loves me a tremendous amount. I am so thankful for that. I am so thankful for him.

He makes me want to be a better person. Every minute of every single day. There are a million reasons I love Casey and this is just one of those million reasons. But it is a big one. Someone, by just being around them, who makes you want to be a better person - that says something to me. Not that I'm horrible, but I have things to work on just like everyone else. I want to do the work. I actively do the work every day.

The way he loves Clay makes me tear up thinking about it. It's the sweetest thing I have ever seen. Watching the two of them together is amazing. (I know, I have said it before and I will probably say it again 500 thousand times in our lifetime, but it's so true.) He interacts with him in a way that makes you hold your breath - because if you didn't, you might cry at the very sight of it. His love for that little guy is SO huge. It has made me fall in love with Casey for a million more reasons.

These are just a few of my thoughts this morning! Casey and Clay are still in bed - the are cuddled up together and it is really sweet. If I thought I could take a picture without them waking up I would do it.