So Happy

I cannot tell you how happy I am. About everything.

I am extremely happy being married to a wonderful man - I could not ask for any better. I am extremely happy with myself - something of which has been an everyday struggle in the past. (Often times because I felt like maybe I didn't deserve to be so happy - don't ask me why, I'm not sure. Probably because I breastfed too long or didn't breastfeed long enough. Or because I was born in July. Or because that is just my nature. Who knows. And I don't want to spend any time dwelling on it to figure it out - it would be a waste of time at this point!) I am extremely happy that we have a healthy, happy baby!

We are in a great place as a family and I only anticipate it getting better! I am so thankful, sometimes on a minute by minute basis, that we are where we are. That we have learned to love the way we love.